365 Days of 2013 - Day 16

Hi.. I know I suck at challenges and did not fulfil my attempt in writing in my blog at least once a day.. But, something happened just then and it made me feel like writing.  

      So it has been almost 7 months since I last met my used-to-be-closed friends.  Just a few minutes ago I saw a friend got tag in the picture of us on the night that we've all met and the friend tweeted this exactly, " Losing a friend is one of the worst parts in our lives." Literally.  From my point of view, it seems that we've lost it.  There's absolutely no way we're ever gonna be as close as before.  The thing is, the stuff that they are into just doesn't go with me and they are slowly fading away.  The last time we met, we couldn't even hold a conversation with each other, I felt like a stranger, I just wanted to go home.. :( 

     It's sad that things had to come to this point, I feel like none of us are making an effort to stay in each others' life.  I guess now, what happens, happens.  It seems that we've all strayed away too far from each other, or rather saying them from me, 3 against 1.  I'm writing this not to voice out my disappointment or anger towards them or anything, it's just that I'm awfully sadden by how things turned out for us.  Could it be that I never tried? I do miss them, but sometimes I just don't know how to communicate with them any more.  We're not on the same page about stuff.  It's sad that I sometimes find myself avoiding them just to avoid being in an awkward situation where both parties doesn't know what to say and there are awkward silences.  Put yourself in my shoes for a second, I quote:

You've lost one friend whereas I've lost all of you.