365 Days of 2013 - Day 126

Just got to know this guy named GG. He's a good person. He goes to church, has a steady job and mature for his age. An ideal partner for anyone. The question today is, do all guys like to make girls feel special or is it just the way they are?

Anyway, to all the girls out there, protect your hearts, don't get your hopes too high just because a guy is being nice to you, okay? Promise me, would you? I know how much it hurts. You felt special but you were dissapointed. Makes you think if there is anyone out there who really is head over heels for you. Just praying to God for someone like you. I guess I was blinded by GG. it happens all the time. I fall for people so easily. Sometimes I wonder why I keep letting it happen to me. I end up hurting myself by the end of the day. I guess I'm the kind of person who over-analyses people and situations that it brings me no good. It's pathethic, I know. But that's just who I am.

365 Days of 2013 - Day 109

Since I graduated, I have nothing interesting to do. So, I would go through my closet and play dress up. HAHA! You'll never be too old to play dress up, the only difference is that when you're older it's called FASHION. Well, this was today. :) 

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How do I look? ;)

365 Days of 2013 - Day 29 (My Birthday)

So, Day 29. 

I thought of pouring my heart out, but I decided not to because I don't want to be reminded in the future, of the people and situation when I was hurt just because they couldn't care less. On that part, it hurts but on the other hand, God never leaved me and my family is always there to make me happy.. :) Discard them in the picture just for second and I can sleep peacefully. :)

p/s: Though at times like these, I wish I had the room all to myself.

365 Days of 2013 - Day 16

Hi.. I know I suck at challenges and did not fulfil my attempt in writing in my blog at least once a day.. But, something happened just then and it made me feel like writing.  

      So it has been almost 7 months since I last met my used-to-be-closed friends.  Just a few minutes ago I saw a friend got tag in the picture of us on the night that we've all met and the friend tweeted this exactly, " Losing a friend is one of the worst parts in our lives." Literally.  From my point of view, it seems that we've lost it.  There's absolutely no way we're ever gonna be as close as before.  The thing is, the stuff that they are into just doesn't go with me and they are slowly fading away.  The last time we met, we couldn't even hold a conversation with each other, I felt like a stranger, I just wanted to go home.. :( 

     It's sad that things had to come to this point, I feel like none of us are making an effort to stay in each others' life.  I guess now, what happens, happens.  It seems that we've all strayed away too far from each other, or rather saying them from me, 3 against 1.  I'm writing this not to voice out my disappointment or anger towards them or anything, it's just that I'm awfully sadden by how things turned out for us.  Could it be that I never tried? I do miss them, but sometimes I just don't know how to communicate with them any more.  We're not on the same page about stuff.  It's sad that I sometimes find myself avoiding them just to avoid being in an awkward situation where both parties doesn't know what to say and there are awkward silences.  Put yourself in my shoes for a second, I quote:

You've lost one friend whereas I've lost all of you.

365 Days of 2013 - Day 6

Sunday, The Lord's day.. Today we had a Christmas' cum New year's party in the kampong and I went with aunty aci and my sis.. At first, it was boring because there wasn't anyone to talk to.. As the day goes by, babies started to come with their parents of course.. It was my first time carrying Chloe and she didn't cry, she was so comfortable.. She was so cute.. :3 after the party, we went to this hypermarket to get ourselves some hotpants for jogging and were shocked that the bill was RM500++ .. so, as we entered the car, we recheck the resit to see what made it so expensive and found out that we were charge RN 180 more for something that we didn't buy..

365 Days of 2013 - Day 5

Hi again.. 

  Today I went for mass and the cathecist's question for us today was "are we looking for God just like the three wise men? " I personally think that I should put more effort and continuous prayer to be closer to God and strive to be holy (which I tried for years and years before) .. I hope that starting this 2013, I will be a better daughter of Christ and try to multiply my prayers.. :) 

you can do it too!

365 Days of 2013 - Day 4

Hi day 4. :)

  This morning we, mama, che che and I went to send oboy to likas sports complex for his plkn registration.. I hope he will be just fine there.. I'll miss him though.. :') Anyway, I don't know what happened that I fall sick again after just recovering from my very bad flu.. I feel like my tonsils are sore.. Mama gave me some med to ease the pain and it made me feel a bit better.. I pray that I will get well soon.. I dislike being ill and all weak.. I pray.

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365 Days of 2013 - Day 3

Hello.

Today, my day was okay. I was out of the house the whole day with the company of my sister, sis in-law and aunty aci.. The disappointing part of today was that my friends that planned to work together, one had already gotten a job and the two went for job seeking without me.. I an upset of course, I feel left out.. But I'll try to find a job myself, just somewhere nearby.. I won't let this thing upset me for too long though, I don't benefit anything from it..

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Anyway, when I woke up this morning, I see a text from a friend.. This friend is a he.. He is someone who never texts me first.. So I was a bit surprised when I saw his text that was received at 1.32 in the morning.. I thought maybe he mistook my number for someone else's.. Anyway, it was just a short "hi", so I replied his text.. And then we chatted and he said he was having an exam today and he just wanted my support.. I was very surprised.. But then at one point he stopped replying to my text which he does very often and left me hanging.. Man, I despise the feeling of somewhat rejection.. But it happens too often now that I stop caring about it anymore.. I just hope that he will do well in his exams though.. All the best now! Remember that I'll be here anytime you need me.. :)

365 Days of 2013 - Day 2

Hello again..

How was your day? Mine was quite productive if I may say so myself.. Hehe.. I washed my running shoes because I'm gonna start working out tomorrow.. I cleaned up my closet where I found out that lots of my clothes gotta go because I barely use them.. After that I cooked dinner.. :) Not to mention this morning I drove to donggongon for breakfast after so long, so what if I am scared to drive? Haha! I've got to overcome this fear sooner or later..

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So, today is Jed's birthday.. He has been very dear to me.. Being his friend, you'll never feel left out, he will always consider you.. Therefore, I shall give a shoutout to him although he will never see it.. Hehe.. Happy 21st Birthday Jed! All the best with your studies and may God guide your life.. God bless you!

365 Days of 2013 - Day 1

Hello There! Happy New Year to you too.

Well, this 2013, I challenged myself to post in my blog on a daily basis. :) I hope there will be interesting stuff that I can share with whoever reads my blog throughout this year..

I wish all of you the best of luck with everything you do in life.. Make amends for the mistakes we've done in 2012 and in the years before.. Be a better person for yourselves and for the people that love you, most of all, be a better child of God.. I pray that God will guide our path each and every blessed day that He grants us this year and for the years to come..

That's it, Stay tuned.